A full life

# Chapter 265

Super full life right now, in the contentment sorta way, not the over-commitment sorta way. I have never had this life before and I am not certain what to do with it now that I have it at the moment other that just enjoy all these moments and minutes and days with all this great stuff happening and coming our way. Now if I only had a job or stream of revenue!! Hahaha! Too much to ask I know I know. And l likely would have no time to enjoy all these other amazing pieces of my life were I working a regular job . . . so what do you do? You enjoy these moments and let the job worries ride for another day. You just be.

This too is another new experience for me. No plans, to-do lists, triage or urgency?? How can that be happening?? You just be. Its far more difficult than you imagine to just be, at least far more difficult than I imagined. Yesterday had so many luxurious experiences in it, seeing peeps at church, a long bike ride, lunch with the daughter and son-in-law, and few hours of repairing things and hanging things in prep for the new baby, a nice fat gift to give them, a cigar and a conversation with my dad, sitting down at the outside table with a hockey game and the nice weather, watching youngest grandson prance around the yard picking up cockleburrs, and just living this life and embracing it completely. And surprisingly feel less guilty about it than usual. Super full life. Wow.